Lifeless
Darkness fills the room as my emotions start to gloom
The hearts fill with despair as hatred fills the air
But I am scared Is it a nightmare?
Tried to tell the friends but they didn't really care
Took the sharp razor and instantly tried to teach her
That life is full of sorrow and your troubles are getting greater
By I accident I cut deep and blood splatters the wall
You can hear my veins hiss while it deflates in front of us all
But I just can't bear to watch her there screaming pulling out her hair
Because the voices in her head aren't even there
Schizophrenic or possessed reaches its curiosity
As she's being laughed at by the entire student body
Are they sorry? No this happens everyday
And she's finally taking to heart on what everyone else is saying
Each horrible name means a cut a little deeper
She's socially awkward and is labeled an under achiever
She says she's gunna end it all
But no one really believes her
But then she reached the artery that made her really think of
Should I live or die?
So she takes the bottle of liquor and curls in the fetal position
And gets in the car and turns on the ignition
As she speeds down the road seeing who will stop her intuition
An explicit sense of humor when she hears about the rumors that she's ugly or she's fat
Or that she's a late bloomer
But she's pushing the daisy's if she can take it another day
Her friends say they understand but their lives don't even relate
As she continues to speed she sings the song in her head
That she's a dirty brat because her daddy touched her in bed
But the students don't even know and the bullies don't even care
And she still takes it all in as if the feelings aren't even there
But the speed is getting higher and her destination is almost there
As she crashes into a tree and her ashes burn into the air
Finally she's in peace and no one can hurt her anymore
As she transforms into the soul that returned beauty to its core
written by #SWAGG member Nick V.
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